An Artists Torment

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My Experience With Figures In Dreams And How To Manage Figures In Dreams And Turn Figures In Dreams In To Artistic Creations




I am writing this entry to Uneasy Tales Dot Com to tell people of my visions as they are very important visions and i belive you must see this entry. I believe the whole world must see what I write.
Lately, I have been plagued with a number of very strange dreams night after night, each strange dream having one similar aspect in it. Regardless of if the dream makes me feel euphoria or terror I see a man in my dream and I do not know this mans name but he is in my dream and he turns them sour. He does not do much but he is there and he watches me and his face triggers something in my brain like a fight or flight instinct of sorts that makes me want to run from my own mind. Every dream I have I find I am placed in a different persons body and I am facing different scenarios in the different persons body. While I am doing something in their body I see this man I see him at some point in my dream and he fills me with such overwhelming dread that I want to sob. The other night I was in the body of a young lady working in a grocery store and though he did not directly appear in the dream, I caught a glimpse of his face in my dream while in the break room. He was on a poster with the caption "WARNING THIS MAN IS A THEIF" I felt overwhelming fear and was constantly afraid he would appear in the store I asked my coworkers if they were scared of the theif and they said no because they had never even seen him before. The night before that I dreamed of him too though I was not working in the grocery store like my dream that would ensue next; no I was a young man who seemed to be a carnie of sorts, helping with minor tasks in the circus. The ringleader did not appreciate me or my efforts and would give me the low, grueling jobs. This included feeding the lions whom did not appreciate me feeding them I do not know why they did not like me I tried to get them to like me. I remember one day when I was feeding them I saw a face peering into their pen, watching me. It was the reocurring face that filled me with such vile unease it was the man tormenting my mind. My dream ended abruptly after that and I was met with reality once again. I wonder if those whom I dream of are real people? In my next dream I found myself on a tour of an old heritage home. The walls were yellow and vile and I did not like these yellow and vile walls but they were said to have been built by a madman who for some reason found comfort in small spaces and because of this comfort that he felt in small spaces he began to build the walls smaller and smaller and smaller until he eventually trapped himself in a corner and died. As I was touring the home I saw a portrait of the man and he looked very much like the man in my other dreams and I was startled by this. I think it is also worth noting that this house had the smell you would expect in a home so old, I do not know how to describe this smell to those who may ask but it is extremely soothing.This strange pattern in my dreams has very much inspired me so I chose to create a dream journal and turn my inspiration from my dream journal into art and draw the man. I have drawn him numerous times and I want to share these drawings with you so you may see what he looks like and can reach out to me if you have seen him in your dreams too! please if you have seen him please shoot me an email I would very much appreciate it please.

I use many different mediums i use charcoral i use watercolor i use gouache i use pencil i use pen i use ink pen i use ballpoint pen i use posco pen i use acrylic paint i use oil paint i use chalk pastels i use oil pastels I use ink and caligraphy pens I use clay I use paper I use felt I use many mediums to express my creativity

THE MAN IN MY MIND
THE MAN IN MY MIND
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I use many different mediums i use charcoral i use watercolor i use gouache i use pencil i use pen i use ink pen i use ballpoint pen i use posco pen i use acrylic paint i use oil paint i use chalk pastels i use oil pastels I use ink and caligraphy pens I use clay I use paper I use felt I use many mediums to express my creativity